Year: 2026
Type: article
Abstract: This reflection chronicles the author's personal crisis and subsequent healing after losing his identity as a collegiate baseball player. The author's life, dedicated to the sport, collapsed when he tore his labrum two weeks into the season. The physical injury was followed by the devastating loss of his scholarship due to "lack of performance". This existential crisis was compounded by a tidal force of grief, including his father's brain tumor diagnosis, a cousin's death by suicide, and his grandfather's passing. Conditioned as an athlete and a man to suppress vulnerability, he experienced intense emotional isolation. Healing began through creative expression. He poured his emotions into painting and found control and presence in music, which became his "new field". This process enabled him to rebuild his identity around creativity, resilience, and passion, rather than performance. In a poetic twist, eleven years later, his new career led him to become the official DJ for a Major League Baseball team. The journey underscores that healing is non-linear and requires allowing oneself to be vulnerable and capable of transformation.
Source: Sport Social Work Journal
DOI: 10.33043/uxmn4zpn76a
Author: Arthur Romero
Institution: Louisiana State University
Language: English
Subfield: Developmental and Educational Psychology
Field: Psychology
Domain: Social Sciences
Open Access status: diamond
OpenAlex ID: W7154041563
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