Too Much for the Room: A 17-Year Autoethnographic Longitudinal Study on Identity Incongruence in High-Capacity Black Women
Year: 2026
Type: article
Abstract: This autoethnographic longitudinal study examines identity incongruence in high-capacity Black women across a 17-year period (2009–2026). Drawing from undergraduate writings, graduate theses, leadership papers, career transitions, creator burnout cycles, and real-time capacity state documentation, I propose that high-capacity Black women do not primarily experience identity suppression but rather identity substitution—the installation of a survival-based operating system before conscious identity formation is complete. The research introduces the ESSENTFLOW™ framework: a three-phase, four-state model mapping the journey from identity incongruence to native-self operation. Key findings include: (1) identity installation occurs before identity formation is complete; (2) high-capacity people burn out from identity incongruence, not workload; (3) the self-authorization gap emerges when knowing precedes permission; (4) proof-of-impact addiction develops as a survival response; and (5) FLOW • STABILIZING represents the optimal teaching state for identity reclamation work.
Author: Thomas, Shae
Language: English
Subfield: Sociology and Political Science
Field: Social Sciences
Domain: Social Sciences
Open Access status: green
OpenAlex ID: W7154749685
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