Wanting to Be Known and Fearing to Be Absorbed: The Intimacy–Autonomy Paradox as an Account of Conflicted Closeness
Year: 2026
Type: preprint
Abstract: Some people want closeness most at the moments they can least tolerate it: they seek a partner’s attention, recoil when it arrives, and move between pursuit and retreat with the same person. Attachment theory, rejection sensitivity, and risk regulation explain why closeness can be frightening when others are expected to reject, and the older clinical notion of a need–fear dilemma names the bind without explaining its structure. None of these accounts captures the case in which closeness is wanted and the threat it carries is not rejection but the loss of a separate self. This article proposes the intimacy–autonomy paradox as an account of that case. The paradox has three features: longing and threat are active at the same time; the threat is cued by intimacy itself rather than by signs of its withdrawal; and what is endangered is the coherence of the self rather than the relationship. Drawing on object relations and mentalizing theory, I describe how the pattern could form in early relationships in which closeness was available only on terms that asked the child to set aside a separate point of view, and how shame and epistemic mistrust maintain it in adulthood. I distinguish the paradox from avoidant and fearful attachment and rejection sensitivity, state six predictions that could show it to be wrong, and outline implications for how warmth is offered in psychotherapy.
Source: Open Science Framework
Author: Jay Saksena
Language: English
Subfield: Social Psychology
Field: Psychology
Domain: Social Sciences
Open Access status: green
OpenAlex ID: W7225823313
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